updates and to-do

[amul]

I'm apparently having issues with my tone of voice in text-only communications again. I've been looking for new models on ModelMayhem and seem to have accidentally offended the only model who has written me back so far.

I'm guessing, since it's the usual problem I have, that I'm scape-goating my frustrations again. Only, this time I'm not sure how to NOT scapegoat. Brian is still refusing to speak to me, and the lengths he went to at CapriCon to avoid me were downright insulting. He still won't talk to me long enough to evenlet me know WHY he's mad at me, and I'm simply out of ideas about how to handle the problem.

In other news, I'll be attending Riddlemark Theatre's The Pendragon on Friday, at 7pm. It's a newly written, 3-hour play set in epic verse, and based on Arthurian legend. Join me, if you're interested in that sort of thing. A guy from my Grant Writing class is the brother of the performers, and is using their theater company as the basis for his class work.

It's cold in my apartment, for the first time in my memory. I'm wandering around in sweats and layers, with fleece socks on. It's kind of nice, having the temperature in my apartment relate in some way to the temperature outside.

Also, it looks like I won't be going to the Transworld show after all. Apparently, they've been making it harder and harder to get in, in an effort to make it so that only industry-related businesses can go. In order to get in, I need to show them all kinds of crazy stuff, including a set of invoices proving that I made purchases last year at the show. They practically want copies of my tax returns.


Under the cut is today's To Do list.

1. Drop off Playground Prints with Tammy


2. Digital Imaging - Print previous work


3. Optics- experiment cover sheet


4. Ask Tammy about alternative TWAIN Import software


5. Buy 4x5 Transparency Film


6. Grant Writing -
   
   
   
   • Barbato and Furlich 13-70
   
   
   • Carlson, How to Use + 1-6
   
   
   • Barbato and Furlucg 13-30
   
   
   • Carlson 7-12
   
   
   • Seiler 21-27
   
   
   • Handouts
   
   
   • Look up Mission Statements of non-profit orgs
   
   
   
   


7. Catch up on snail-mail

Done!

1. Mail Transcript Request to HS

Comments

[amul.livejournal.com]

We spoke often after ToBeCon, both regarding that night and in general. He discussed his issues with that, and I was under the impression that we resolved them. He's been avoiding me since Dragon Con, as near as I can tell, although I've only been aware that he's mad at me since Windy.

I suspect that his comment, whatever it may have been, was colored by whatever his issue is, as you have surmised.