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I just noticed that the last time I let myself sit down and write out some thoughts was June 5th.
Last night, after the TNGC play party (during which I got about six times as much play as I was expecting to), completely exhausted, I ended up sitting on the bed of one of my play partners, spewing out giant chunks of thought, incoherently assembled, for nearly two hours. Must have been some kind of reaction to the extended time in top-space. Like feeling nauseous after you stop running.
I'm trying to spend some time today thinking about all of that, getting a grip on my mind and my thoughts, but I have too many things to do starting today. All last week, I could have spared the time, if only I had not been running away from myself quite so furiously.
One thought which I'm hoping someone will reply to is this: While I am doing better about expressing my photo- and career-related thoughts, I'm still not doing as well as I wanted to. I planned to turn my new twitter account into a work-related feed, and I have not been writing enough in my work blog (which I mirror here anyway). Which, if any of these forums, would you like to see me writing more about my photography stuff in? What sort of things about my photo career would you like to hear about? Should I keep my kink, poly and social material out of the blog that keeps my work thoughts?
PS - It seems that I've not so much "quit smoking" as I've "quit buying smokes." Still, down from a pack/day to less than 5 smokes/week.
Last night, after the TNGC play party (during which I got about six times as much play as I was expecting to), completely exhausted, I ended up sitting on the bed of one of my play partners, spewing out giant chunks of thought, incoherently assembled, for nearly two hours. Must have been some kind of reaction to the extended time in top-space. Like feeling nauseous after you stop running.
I'm trying to spend some time today thinking about all of that, getting a grip on my mind and my thoughts, but I have too many things to do starting today. All last week, I could have spared the time, if only I had not been running away from myself quite so furiously.
One thought which I'm hoping someone will reply to is this: While I am doing better about expressing my photo- and career-related thoughts, I'm still not doing as well as I wanted to. I planned to turn my new twitter account into a work-related feed, and I have not been writing enough in my work blog (which I mirror here anyway). Which, if any of these forums, would you like to see me writing more about my photography stuff in? What sort of things about my photo career would you like to hear about? Should I keep my kink, poly and social material out of the blog that keeps my work thoughts?
PS - It seems that I've not so much "quit smoking" as I've "quit buying smokes." Still, down from a pack/day to less than 5 smokes/week.