Let me clarify....

Okay, look, it's not that I want to be everything to Mirage and her kids.

I just want to be the very best for them.

It's not that I'm trying to be perfect, or that I want everything to go perfectly. I'm not greedy. I know I can't be everything and shouldn't try to be perfect.

I just want to find the perfect balance between being human and being infallible.

Put another way, I'd rather be what she deserves than my own weak self.

I understand how impossible that is.

After all, if I was better at accepting my flaws, I'd be closer to being the perfect man for her.

~exhausted sigh~

Sometimes, I'm so archetypal, I wonder if I'm a comic book.

Sitting with My Disquiet

Fair warning, this contents of this entry are likely to be heavy and disturbing, especially to parents. Save reading this one until you have a block of time with which to digest it, or skip it altogether if you're faint of heart.

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