amul | that was disturbing.... (Reply)

I dreamed that I had been kicked out of my apartment, and had to move back in with my parents. My brother kept moving my stuff out of my tiny bedroom and into public areas. First it was my dresser, telling me that we all shared clothes at home. Then he took my computer & desk into the living room. "You can't be trusted with the internet."

My Ex was staying with us in the guest bedroom, and our exchanges were viperous and acidic. She came into my room shortly after I'd discovered that my brother had usurped the computer in the name of the family, and informed me that she'd been having sex against my bedroom window every night since she'd moved in, after my parents went to bed. She wanted to know if she'd been keeping me awake.

I acted like it didn't bother me, and then called Angel, and complained about my day. She came over, and crawled into bed with me, wearing this fleecy pajama suit that I buried my face into.

My Ex barged into my room again, she'd thought of a witty retort to my last comeback. She stopped short to see me lying there next to my best friend, and began to gloat, thinking she finally had proof of the romance she'd long suspected between us. I wanted to explain to her that, as always she was painting an act of comfort between friends as a sexual thing. Only I couldn't speak because the fleece had grown into my throat and was choking me.

People came in and started laughing at me, siding with her. I couldn't breathe and I was very tired and wanted them all to go away so I could get some rest.

I awoke, to discover that I'd fallen asleep still wearing my chain and that it had been choking me. It was 4pm, and sometime in the morning, I'd thrown my alarm clock across the room in my sleep.

I've slept through my classes, I realized with some alarm.

When I went into the kitchen, I noticed that my dishes are dirty again.